2025 felt like a very long year. maybe it's because a lot happened over the last 12 months. 2025 was full to say the least – a lot of good countered with some major bad. 2025 was the first year since 'the covid years' where i felt life was life-ing in the best and worst ways! and with that, let's get to my annual end of year blog post where i share thoughts and feels about the last 365 days...
- the first big moment of 2025 was turning the big 4-0 in february. i wasn't able to comprehend what turning forty meant as it happened. but as the year comes to a close, forty feels fun! it's comfortable, i have a clear sense of what i want, and an even clearer sense of what i don't. getting older isn't easy, but i think the forties is a 'now or never' decade – setting goals, maintaining good health, keeping your peace, and preparing for life's upcoming challenges. i don't know if i'm ready just yet, but here's hoping i will be...
- funnily enough, upon turning forty, i've been re-exposed to the chaos energy of people in their twenties which i am not happy about. we're in a time where gen z kids are becoming young adults, and i've no choice but to encounter them in the outside world! i remember hating my twenties, and i'm reminded why when speaking to anyone from that age bracket. they're not all bad – i have a few good friends that are currently in their twenties. i just have to remind them to keep any messiness away from me!
- speaking of friends, 2025 was a year of losing friendships. maybe it's the universe doing it's cosmic cleanup, but i'd be lying if i said i wasn't hurt. it's disappointing when you see people you genuinely cared for change in ways you don't recognise with no explanation. i guess we all change and sometimes in the process, slowly drift apart. with that said, a number of new friends have welcomed me into their lives this year, and i still have my solid handful of loved ones that i truly value.
- i lost one of my closest friends to suicide over the summer. i've known him since we first met as young pre-teens, and was one of the very few i was still in touch with from school. he's part of many of my fondest memories while growing up – misbehaving in our wild adolescence to dancing every weekend as young adults. as we got older, i loved our conversations every time we caught up after long pauses of not seeing each other due to life getting in the way. our personal lives were turbulent at times, but we always seemed to be there for each other when things got rough. hearing of his passing numbed me for the entire summer, shutting myself off from everyone and everything. i'm finally in a better place, but his loss will never go unnoticed. please remember to check up on your loved ones, and remind them that they are never alone in this world.
- in other upsetting news, i suffered a torn acl in my left knee in september while out with friends. it was quite an unfortunate circumstance, and honestly felt like some evil eye came my way. it's been three months since the injury happened, and i'm happy to say i'm back on my feet and it feels as close to normal as it was. i need to be careful from now on to make sure not to injure my knee in the future! i do feel my leg is weakened and gets tired fast. which is why i need to exercise regularly to make sure my knees are in good shape for the future. remember kids, do not skip leg day!
- and now my favourite topic of discussion – my distaste for the art world! without fail, the art community continues to set new lows. the trend this year seemed to be cultivating exclusivity – building communities by creating a sense of desire to be part of elite circles and private members clubs! it's as if arts and culture aren't meant for everyone, reserved only for a select few that happen to be rich and powerful. and almost everyone is performing in an act of desperation to be a part of it. as a viewer from afar, it's a disappointing state of affairs, yet funny to watch the performance play out before you...
- with that said, my art practice away from the 'exclusive' art bubble has been pretty swell. there have been quite a few highs with projects and collaborations i'm really proud of that garnered some well deserved attention and traction! please do check out 2025's blog posts to see what i've worked on through the year. i didn't get a chance to work on any textile projects this year, but i hope to start a new series of textile works in 2026. i'm also finally working on a proper portfolio website with the help of my sister, so stay tuned for that! but don't worry, this blog isn't going anywhere...
- on the personal front – i did get back to exercising this year, which has temporarily halted due to my acl tear. i'm definitely going back because not exercising isn't an option anymore. i hope i'll be at my best in 2026. other than fitness, i'm still struggling to keep my private space at home clean – i've reached a point where i have too many books and nowhere to put them! i've also not been proactive with laying out the 'studio' i share to make it a proper working space. unfortunately it's still mainly being used as storage. but 2026 should be the year where that'll all change. in other personal news, i got to travel for work and leisure which is always a plus, i've danced as much as i could this year, and for the first time, i feel old as i watch my nephews grow up to become young men...
- during the summer slump, i took an introduction to dj-ing course which lasted four weeks. it was an absolute blast and i enjoyed it very much. and apparently i'm quite good at it! i don't think i have future plans in becoming a dj like everyone these days! but perhaps it's another platform to share my love for music by creating playlists and mixes of my own. i just need to practise – here's hoping i make proper time for it in the new year...
- speaking of my love for music, i attended thirteen live concerts this year!!! i attend a number of concerts yearly at home and abroad. but this is the first time (i think) where we've reached double digits within a year! here's the roll call of concerts attended: the corrs, christina aguilera, usher, kylie minogue, beyoncé, natalie imbruglia, charly black, kes the band, purple disco machine, ministry of sound classical, kaytranada, tyla and miguel!
and there you have it, another year out! and what a challenging year it was. maybe it was some sort of karmic year since everyone seemed to have felt the brunt of 2025. i guess to live a full life is dealing with all its ups and many downs. as a friend recently reminded me, 'we're living life deliciously'...
season's greetings to everyone reading this, and a happy new year – may 2026 be good to us all...























































