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| on the dance floor . 2022 |
and here we are, another year comes to a close. and i look back at how it all was on what is now my annual, end of year blog post...
for the first time since the pandemic, life felt slightly familiar to how it was before covid entered our lives. and yet 2022 still came with a lot of sad news – the world felt like a complete mess at times, disputes and health scares amongst loved ones, and what felt like non-stop announcements of people passing away. i think 2022 reminded me of how life is short, precious, and something to be grateful for. and i need to prioritise time towards things i love and the people i love. my circle of friends felt so much smaller this year, but maybe that's a good thing – all i need are a handful of friends and my handful of a family to move forward, because my dislike for people isn't going away any time soon...!!!
and speaking of dislike, my feels towards the local art scene hasn't really changed. i still feel disappointed, excluded, and bored. there is a sameness of ideas and artists constantly on rotation, which makes me feel discouraged to even try to involve myself in these mediocre conversations anymore. i have been shocked by many practitioners and institutions this year, choosing to work with the same names and faces, and 'mentoring' artists towards practices that look like imitations of what already exists. it seems like to succeed in this art bubble one needs to follow a template of making 'conceptual' art and aim towards some sort of institutional representation and/or validation. i guess i'm not ticking the right boxes...
with that said, my professional practise this year was quite fulfilling and rewarding, considering this was quite a slow year. i didn't get as much work as i generally do throughout the year, but whatever i did manage to work on was joyful, and made me realise where i should invest more of my time and energy. illustration is where my heart is, and if it means having a career as a commercial illustrator, i wouldn't mind that at all. i also realised that print and printed matter is something i definitely want to pursue more next year. i love working on (and buying!) zines, publications and comics, and i worked on quite a few this year. i think i'm also ready to make a line of print based products – let's see if that comes to fruition. speaking of print, i'm also beginning to define my voice as a [print] textile artist/designer. i love making textiles that share stories on talismans, transcen[dance] and joy. i hope i make more time next year to continue growing this part of my practise.
i think what surprised me the most this year was having multiple opportunities of exhibiting my work internationally. my illustrations and textiles traveled to italy, egypt, lebanon and albania! it feels great knowing my work is being seen by new, international audiences. it also made me realise that maybe, just maybe, it's time to look outwards for opportunities, and not only rely on the contrived art bubble i'm in. i do fear that maybe my work isn't good enough, or doesn't translate well outside the uae. here's to taking a leap and finding out in the new year.
i want to end this post by mentioning that i danced as much as i could this year. and oh how wonderful it is to be on a dance floor again without any rules or inhibitions. to quote one of my favourite artists nick cave "[...] the dance floor saved my life [...]". i've built this amazing community of friends old and new, meeting on the dance floor on weekends and feeding off each other's energy. i can't explain how wonderful it is to have this again, and i hope 2023 doesn't take any of it away like the last few years did. which is what i decided my end of year print would be about – to celebrate the return of where i'm at my happiest. 'on the dance floor' is a three-colour stamp print i created to gift loved ones.
thanks 2022, for not being a complete s***show like the last few years! whatever you threw at me, good or bad, i am truly blessed. season's greetings, and happy new year to everyone reading this. may 2023 be good to us all, and bad energy stay far away...